The kak just keeps coming and for the past year I have gone home with a “you wont believe what happened to me today” story….. it just seems to hit from all angles and never seems to stop. But this part week I went home in tears with another YWBWHTMT story……
I know i’m being cryptic but this is public space and I need to get stuff off my chest but I can’t really. Lets just say life is teaching me some pretty hard lessons about people and bullies! I am scared what the future holds for me and I need to look after my precious bump (who doesn’t deserve this) so I turned to google for some help….cos quite frankly gone are the days where I have time to read self help novels about picking yourself up off the tar….I did come across a few things….gotta love google images….I hope that somehow my pain can help someone out there. I’ll start with this …..I’m playing in church this Sunday and one of the songs is ” Who am I” look at these encouraging words when I feeling lonely and like God has forsaken me and my problems…..
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You’ve done
Not because of what I’ve done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I’m calling
Lord, You catch me when I’m falling
And You’ve told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
It all started on a sunny day….another kak day where people’s opinions got me down….that’s when I went searching for “pick me ups” and found these pearlers on Google:
This is my absolute favourite one at the moment and I wish I could stick it on a few people computers in the morning. Also a not so gentle reminder to BE NICE DAMMIT!!!
BULLIES are HORRIBLE people and they scare me but I do have a choice how I react….I’ve learnt that this week.
I”m not the biggest fan of GAGA but I had to laugh at this one! Just love it…. sorry for the language 🙂